LOGINThe next morning tasted like normality, trying too hard. Sunlight slid across my lilac wall as if it had every right to be cheerful, as if I hadn’t spent the night with my nerves stretched thin as thread. Listening for the slightest sound from the garage, replaying a pair of deep blue eyes that didn’t belong to any ordinary wolf… or any ordinary man.
I padded into the garage in socks, clutching my tea like a talisman. The thrush was awake. Not fully lively. Still subdued, still wrapped and boxed into dim warmth but her chest rose and fell in a steadier rhythm. When I lifted the cover slightly, she blinked at me, offended by the light, and made a soft clicking sound like a complaint. Relief loosened something in my ribs. “Good morning, little drama queen,” I whispered. I checked her splint, her feet, her breathing. Then I set a tiny dish of softened food nearby and watched her peck once, hesitant, before turning her head away like she was pretending she hadn’t done it. I smiled, small and private. Life. Fragile, stubborn life, had a way of making me believe in tomorrow even when I didn’t want to. My phone buzzed while I was washing my hands. A text. Colt: I can swing by today. Porch first. Around 4. I stared at the screen longer than necessary, my thumb hovering. The sensible part of me, the part that loved quiet and hated complications, wanted to say no. I could hire someone. I could learn slowly. I could keep my world small and controlled. But the porch was unsafe. The back lock was old. And I’d seen the way he’d held the bird, with gentleness. I typed back: Me: Okay. Thank you. I’ll be here. A pause. Then his reply: Colt: Don’t go into the woods. I exhaled slowly, staring at the words until they blurred. It wasn’t even a question. Just a line drawn in the sand. My fingers tightened around the phone. Me: I won’t. It was easier to send than to promise. Grace arrived near noon with a bag of groceries and the kind of energy that made my house feel less empty just by stepping inside it. She eyed the fresh sawdust by my porch like it had personally offended her. “You’ve been busy.” “I’m trying,” I said, taking the bag from her. “The thrush is stable.” Grace’s face softened for half a heartbeat. The brief tenderness she tried to hide under practicality. “Good.” We unpacked together. Canned soup, bread, eggs, a ridiculous amount of fruit, and she clicked her tongue at the state of my back door lock. “That needs changing,” she declared. “I know.” “And that window in the garage,” she added, pointing as if she could see through walls. “You latch it at night?” My stomach dropped so fast it felt like missing a step on the stairs. “Yes,” I lied, too quickly. Grace’s eyes narrowed, but she didn’t push. Instead, she set a jar of honey on the counter and said, casual as breathing, “Moonbrook has rules, you know.” I leaned against the sink. “Like what? Don’t judge newcomers for liking sugar?” Grace huffed. “That’s not a rule. That’s survival.” I rolled my eyes, and she continued, her voice turning brisk, like she was talking about weather, not warnings. “You don’t walk alone on the forest trails after dark. You don’t go wandering off path because you think you saw something ‘interesting.’ You don’t pick fights in town because they echo for years. And you don’t listen to those men who like telling stories about monsters.” My shoulders tensed. “I heard them in the bakery.” Grace’s mouth tightened. “They’ve always been there, different faces, same foolishness. Every few years, someone gets it into their head that the woods owe them a villain.” “And the traps?” I asked, keeping my tone light even though my pulse had picked up. “That’s not a story.” Grace hesitated, a fraction too long. Then she scoffed. “Traps are real. But not because of… nonsense.” Nonsense. Fairy tales. Myths. Grace said those words the way you put a lid on a pot you don’t want boiling over. I studied her face. Grace was a terrible actress when it came to anything that mattered. She could lie politely, sure. But when her eyes went too bright and her hands moved too fast, it meant she was carrying something she didn’t want to set down. I chose not to push. Not because I didn’t want the truth, because I didn’t want the door it could open. “People hunt bears,” I said instead. Grace snorted. “People hunt whatever makes them feel big.” That landed somewhere tender. Kyle had never hunted animals, but he’d hunted my softness with the same hungry patience. Grace touched my arm, firm and grounding. “You’re safe here, Nora. Just be smart. Lock your doors. Don’t go into the woods at night. And don’t invite trouble because you feel sorry for it.” My throat tightened. Because I’d already done exactly that. “I won’t,” I said quietly. Grace nodded once, satisfied, as if the promise mattered more than whether it was true. Then she straightened. “Now. Tell me you’ve met someone.” My cheeks warmed. “What?” “You have that look,” she said, eyes narrowing with amusement. “The look you used to get when you were about to start a new book.” “I don’t have a look.” “You do,” she insisted. “Who is he?” I spluttered. “No one. A. A guy brought me an injured bird.” Grace’s brows rose. “A good man, then.” “I didn’t say that.” Grace smiled like she’d already decided. “What’s his name?” I hesitated. “Colt.” Something flickered across Grace’s face too quickly for me to pin down. Recognition, maybe, or simple interest. Then it was gone, replaced by mild approval. “Colt,” she repeated. “Well. If he comes around, make sure he wipes his boots.” “Nan.” “I’m serious,” she said. “Mud ruins floors.” But her gaze drifted, briefly, toward the forest line outside my window, and the amusement in her eyes cooled into something else. Something watchful. Then she blinked it away, like it had never been there. At four on the dot, a dark truck rolled into my driveway as if time itself made room for it. Colt stepped out carrying a toolbox that looked older than my entire adult life. He wore a black T-shirt despite the chill and dark jeans scuffed at the knees. Up close, the tattoos on his arms looked even more alive. Wolves in motion, inked muscle turning them into a story that flexed when he moved. He paused on my porch, gaze lifting to the beams, the sagging boards, the loose nail that had almost caught my foot. Then he looked at me. “Hey,” he said. It wasn’t warm, exactly. “Hi,” I replied, suddenly too aware of my hair. Sark blonde and half tamed, pulled back in a messy clip and the purple cardigan I’d thrown on because it made me feel safe. His eyes dipped to it for a split second. Noted. “Show me where it’s worst,” he said. I led him to the second plank, the one that complained whenever I stepped on it. He crouched, testing it with a careful press of his hand. The muscles in his forearms shifted, ink moving like shadow water. “This isn’t just a loose board,” he murmured. “It’s rot underneath.” “I told you I was fixing it up,” I said defensively. Colt glanced up, and there was something almost… patient in his eyes. “I know.” He didn’t say you should have done better. He didn’t say why didn’t you handle this already? He just said I know, like he understood what it meant to start over with too little and still try anyway. It made my chest feel tight. He got to work without ceremony. Pry bar. Hammer. Nails. Measured movements, efficient and sure. The sound of his tools was strangely soothing. Rhythmic, purposeful, like a language of fixing. After a while, he handed me a tape measure. “Hold this.” I did, kneeling beside him, keeping my fingers steady. He didn’t talk much. But his silence wasn’t awkward. It felt… natural. “What do you do again?” I asked, mostly because the quiet made my thoughts too loud. Colt drove a nail in with two hard strikes. “Outside work.” “That’s vague.” He paused, then gave me a sideways look that might have been humorous if he’d let it live longer. “Forest service. Ranger work.” “But Moonbrook has rangers?” He shrugged. “Something like that.” Suspected half truth again. I watched him a moment, then decided I didn’t care, at least not enough to turn it into conflict. People were allowed their privacy. I’d built my entire move on the need for it. I stood. “Do you want tea?” Colt’s mouth flattened, amused and pained all at once. “No.” “Still not a tea person,” I teased lightly, surprised at my own boldness. “Still not,” he said. I eyed him. “Coffee, then.” His gaze held mine. “Black.” “Of course,” I muttered, and he made that almost sound again, almost a laugh, swallowed before it could become real. We worked until the porch looked less like a tired sigh and more like something that could hold me. Colt replaced two boards, reinforced the frame beneath, and pointed out the places I should treat with sealant before the next rain. At one point, I caught him glancing toward the forest. Not casually. Like he was listening. “What?” I asked before I could stop myself. Colt’s gaze returned to me. “Nothing.” But his shoulders stayed tense. I pretended not to notice because I was tired of being afraid of things I couldn’t name. When he finished, he wiped sweat from his brow with the back of his wrist and stood, towering over the porch like it had been built for him and not for my small, fragile independence. “That’ll hold,” he said. “Thank you,” I replied, and meant it. He nodded once, like gratitude embarrassed him. Then his eyes drifted to the side of the house, the garage window, that narrow one near the back. My stomach clenched. “Do you latch that?” he asked, voice casual, but his gaze wasn’t. I forced a shrug. “Yeah. Why?” Colt held my eyes for a long moment. Then, quietly, “Make sure.” A chill slid under my skin. I opened my mouth, questions crowding my tongue like birds, but he was already stepping off the porch, lifting his toolbox. “I’ll check on the bird tomorrow,” he said, like the conversation hadn’t tilted into something sharper. “Okay,” I managed. He paused at his truck, one hand on the door, and looked back, just once. The evening light caught his blue eyes and made them darker, deeper. “The forest is dangerous to those that don't know it.” He said. My breath caught. Then he climbed into his truck and drove away, leaving me standing on a porch that no longer sagged, staring at a forest that suddenly felt less like scenery and more like a mouth holding secrets. Inside, my thrush rustled softly in her box. Outside, the trees swayed as if they were breathing. And somewhere in that green, dark distance, a howl rose, faint, far, almost lost to the wind. Almost. But not quite.Silence hit the garage like a held breath. The kestrel shifted once in her recovery box, a restless scrape of claw against towel. The fox slept in the laundry nook. The rabbit twitched his nose as if this entire moment was deeply inconvenient to him. Outside, evening leaned against the trees and darkened them from the roots up. Inside, Colton stood very still. Too still. He wasn't confused or offended. It also was not the stillness of a man searching for a lie. My pulse roared in my ears. “Tell me I’m wrong,” I whispered again, because apparently I needed to be hurt twice before I believed it. Colton’s blue eyes held mine with unbearable steadiness. Then he said, quietly, “You’re not.” The world did not explode. My body reacted before my mind could form anything useful. One step back, then another, my hand finding the edge of the counter as if I needed proof the floor still existed. Air scraped into my lungs
I did not sleep so much as surrender in pieces. At some point after the wolf left, I curled up on the couch with a folklore book face down on my chest and the porch light still burning outside like a promise I hadn’t meant to make. I woke at dawn with a crick in my neck, my mouth dry, and one impossible truth pressing at me from every direction. He had been here. It was not a dream. Not grief. Not exhaustion making stories out of shadows. There was mud on the kitchen floor in the shape of a massive paw print half smudged by my own sock. A black hair clung to the hem of my cardigan. And on the floor near the laundry nook, where the wolf had lain while I cleaned his side, there was the faint scent of pine and wild fur and that same dark, rain smoke smell that clung to Colton whenever he stepped into my space. I stood in the kitchen barefoot and stared at the paw print until my heartbeat turned loud and strange. “No,” I whispe
The wolf sat on my porch steps with an unnatural patience. I stood on the other side of the door with my forehead resting against the wood, one hand still wrapped around the knob, and tried to make my breathing sound less like fear.Outside, the porch light cast him in soft gold and shadow. Black fur. Broad chest. Massive shoulders. The old silver scarred place along his ribs visible when he shifted, pale against darkness. And those eyes. Blue, impossible and watching me with a stillness that felt more like listening than waiting.He did not scratch at the door. Did not whine. Did not do anything except remain exactly where he was, as though he understood that the choice had to be mine.That, more than anything, undid me a little. Kyle had never understood closed doors. A closed door to him had been a challenge, an insult, something to rattle until it gave way.I could still hear it if I let myself. The hard metallic shake of the handle. His voice
By the time Colton’s truck disappeared down the road, the lemon cake in my hand had gone warm. I stood on my porch far longer than necessary, staring at the place where he had been as if the gravel might offer commentary. The motion lights sat quiet under the eaves, harmless in daylight, but I felt them anyway. Like small eyes, patient and awake.Inside, the house smelled like tea, clean bandages, and the faint bitter ghost of coffee. I set the cake box on the counter and looked at my phone.Bailey’s number sat in my contacts now, absurdly labelled in my own hand as Bailey (maybe still annoying).My thumb hovered over it. I could leave it. Keep the number like an emergency flare and never touch it. I could block it again.I could pretend I wasn’t lonely enough to miss someone who had barged into my life like a brass band and then turned out to have been sent there for reasons she should have confessed.Instead, because apparently I enjoye
The first night with the motion lights felt like sleeping beside a nervous god.Every shift in the yard became illumination. White bursts through the curtains, brief and sharp, followed by my heart trying to escape through my throat. At 11:14, a raccoon tripped the back sensor and sent me upright in bed with my hand wrapped around the trauma shears I’d set on the nightstand like that was a sane thing to do. At 1:02, a deer lingered too close to the road facing camera and turned the porch beam into daylight for ten long seconds.At 3:27, I checked the monitor and saw a dark figure moving along the back line. Broad shoulders. Quiet stride. Colton. He didn’t look at the house. Didn’t knock. He simply walked the perimeter once beneath the silver wash of moonlight, then vanished into the trees again like he’d been cut from them.I should have felt unsettled. I did. I also slept after that. The realisation tasted complicated.Morning came with the soft
The coffee sat on my counter all night like an insult. Dark blue thermos. Loosened lid. Steam long gone by the time morning dragged itself over my little house and poured grey light across the kitchen. Everything looked tired in that hour, my lilac wall, my half finished shelves, me. I stood in my socks with my tea mug warming my hands and stared at the thermos like it had personally offended my bloodline. I hated coffee. Hated the smell of it, the bitterness, the way Kyle had always drunk it black and acted like that made him complicated instead of just unpleasant. There had been mornings in that apartment where the scent of coffee had come braided with tension, with the scrape of his voice, with the wrong kind of silence. Still. The thermos remained. Proof of a man who had stood outside my house in the dark and left me something warm with a note that said, in his own strange language, I was here, and I didn’t ask anyth
By Friday, my house smelled like vanilla and nerves.I’d baked because Bailey had texted SNACKS ARE NON-NEGOTIABLE and I, tragically, was the kind of person who responded to loud friendship with domestic surrender. The cupcakes were purple, of course. Lavender frosting with little sugar
He was gone by morning. Of course he was. I woke sprawled awkwardly on the garage floor, my cheek pressed to my own folded arms, the concrete cold enough to make my bones complain. The lamp still glowed on the workbench. The thrush rustled once in her dim corner, alive and offended at the world.
That night, I latched the garage window so hard my fingers hurt. Once, twice. Checking it the way you check a door after a nightmare, the way you check your own skin for bruises, you swear you can still feel. The little metal catch clicked into place with a sharp finality, and I stood there stari
After Colton left, the house stopped feeling like a home and became a shelter. There is a difference. A home breathes with you. It holds your routines, your mugs, your books with bent spines, your favourite blanket folded over the couch like a promise. A shelter is temporary. Every wind







