Shen POVTwo weeks at the Seaview Inn, and I still wake up each morning feeling like a stranger in my own skin. The routine helps, or at least I tell myself it does. I rise with the dawn, help Enrie prepare breakfast, clean the guest rooms, and do whatever errands need doing. It’s simple work, honest, grounding. But my hands remember things my mind has long forgotten, and that disconnect leaves me feeling unmoored, adrift in a life that no longer belongs to me.One morning, Avelin tried to teach me how to make fish stew. His voice was calm, patient, as he said, “Add the ginger first.” He stood close enough that I caught his scent, sea breeze and vanilla. Always vanilla. Without thinking, I reached for the ginger root. My knife moved instinctively, slicing in quick, precise julienne strips, uniform and flawless. The blade felt almost like an extension of me, the motion automatic, as if I’d done it a thousand times before.Avelin’s gaze fixed on my hands, eyes narrowing with curiosity.
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