บททั้งหมดของ My Crush is Gay: บทที่ 1 - บทที่ 10

Days turned into weeks, weeks into months, and before I knew it, years had passed.I finished high school and graduated as the best student in my class. It was a proud, unforgettable moment, one I had worked so hard for. On my graduation day, my parents were there, and so was Odell’s mother. Seeing her in the crowd stirred something in me, but the joy of the day softened the ache.Odell’s father was a politician and a businessman, constantly traveling for meetings and events. But Odell’s mother, she went all out for me. She showered me with love and generosity, even spraying money in thousands, determined to make the day feel truly special.The celebration was grand, filled with laughter, music, and warmth. They brought gifts too, thoughtful ones that reminded me how deeply I was cared for. For that one day, everything felt perfect. All the pain and confusion I had carried in my heart over Odell faded into the background, replaced by the comfort of the people who were still present in

Odell walked up to his mum, his confident stride drawing attention from everyone in the room, mine most of all. When I turned to look at him, it felt as though time slowed to a crawl.He was taller than I remembered. His broad shoulders and strong frame carried a quiet, effortless strength. His dark skin gleamed under the airport’s fluorescent lights, smooth and radiant, unchanged yet somehow more striking. His hair was neatly plaited, the intricate braids framing his sharp, sculpted face perfectly. His jawline was more defined now, giving him a mature, commanding presence.Yet his eyes, those deep, warm brown eyes, still held that familiar spark, the one that had always made me feel safe.He looked so good.Better than I had imagined during all the years we’d been apart.Seeing him in person, though, unlocked emotions I wasn’t ready for. I froze. My heart raced, pounding so hard it felt like it might leap out of my chest. Joy, nervousness, anger, longing, everything rose inside me at

I swallowed hard, my voice trembling as I tried to speak.“Od—”Before I could say another word, the car slowed to a stop.The door opened.And his mum’s voice broke through the moment.“We’re here.”Just like that, the spell shattered.His hand slipped from mine, and he looked away, his face closing off again, as if nothing had happened.My heart was still racing when I stepped out of the car, my thoughts spinning, my chest warm and light at the same time. I barely even felt the ground beneath my feet as we walked into the university building.I kept glancing around, hoping Odell would walk beside me again, that we would finally finish the conversation that had waited years to begin.But he didn’t.Odell’s mum led me down a long hallway and stopped in front of a large door where a few other students were already waiting.“This is the exam hall,” she said gently. “Go in, sweetheart. You’ll do great.”I nodded, clutching my documents, and walked inside.As I found my seat, my mind kept

I didn’t expect the truth to hit me like that. The moment I said his name, the air in the room changed. Ava and Sophie exchanged a look, one of those looks people give when they’re not sure whether to laugh or ask if you’re serious. “You mean… that Odell Johnson?” Sophie asked carefully. My stomach tightened. “What do you mean, that Odell Johnson?” Ava leaned against the desk, arms folded. “Nicole,” she said slowly, “Odell Johnson isn’t just a student here.” Sophie let out a quiet breath. “He’s one of the biggest names on campus.” They started talking over each other. “He’s rich-rich.” “Like old money, powerful family.” “Everyone knows him.” “Everyone watches him.” I stood there, barely breathing. Ava continued, “He’s insanely handsome, for starters. Tall, built, always dressed as if he stepped out of a magazine. Professors respect him. Students worship him. People move when he walks.” “And the rumors,” Sophie added. “There’s always something. Power. Influenc

I didn’t wait. The moment our eyes met, the moment I saw the truth written all over his face, something inside me snapped. I turned and ran before anyone could say my name, before anyone could explain, before my heart completely gave out. I pushed past people, past laughter, past music that suddenly sounded cruel. My chest burned, my head spun, and my legs felt weak like they might give up on me at any second. I didn’t know where I was going, I just knew I couldn’t stay. I stumbled outside into the cold night air, my hands shaking, my thoughts tangled and loud. Everything felt unreal, like I was watching someone else’s life fall apart. I needed to get back to my room, I needed to be alone. I saw a car parked nearby, lights dim, someone sitting in the driver’s seat. Without thinking, I opened the door and climbed in. “Please,” I said breathlessly. “Take me back to campus.” There was a pause. Then a confused voice. “Uh… I think you’re mistaken.” I looked up. The gu