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My Crush is Gay

My Crush is Gay

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last updateLast Updated : 2026-03-22
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First-Person POV

Drama

Fast-Paced Plot

Hidden Identity

Heir/Heirness

MxM

Love-Triangle

Campus

Badgirl

Nicole has loved Odell for as long as she can remember. From childhood to adulthood, he has always been the center of her world, until he vanishes without explanation, leaving her with nothing but unanswered questions and a heart that never quite lets go. Years later, fate brings them back together in a world of privilege, secrets, and carefully crafted appearances. As Nicole chases her dreams and rekindles her connection with Odell, old feelings resurface, but not everything is as it seems. Beneath the charm and familiarity lies a truth that challenges everything Nicole believes about love, loyalty, and desire. My Crush Is Gay is a gripping story of longing, obsession, and self-discovery, where love blurs into denial, and the hardest truths are the ones we never expect.

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Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Prologue

"I'm pregnant, Sky," malumanay na sabi ni Cailiegh sa lalaking kaharap niya. Alam niyang magugulat ang lalaki sa sasabihin niya. Sino ba siya para maniwalaan niya kung katulong lang siya ng lalaki sa bahay nito.

"Really? Are you serious?" Hindi na siya magtataka kung gano'n na lang ang reaction ng lalaking kaharap niya ngayon.

"Y-yes." Gusto niya lang ipaalam sa lalaki na buntis siya dahil kahit anong gawin niya ay hindi siya nito panindigan.

"Okay. Abort that baby!" Agad nag-init ang mukha niya sa narinig. Hindi niya akalain na ganito pala ka-walang puso ang kaharap niya. Akalain mong kaya niyang patayin ang walang kamalay-malay na bata sa sinapupunan niya.

"Hindi 'yan mangyayari. Kaya kong palakihin ang anak ko ng walang tulong mula sa'yo!" sigaw niya rito.

"Good luck to you!" naka-ngisi nitong saad sa kaniya.

Tumalikod agad siya at lumabas sa kwarto nito. Dadating ang araw na maghahabol ka sa amin. At 'yan ang sinisiguro ko na hindi mo makukuha o mayayakap ang anak ko. Mark my words, Sky! Tingnan natin kung sino ang mababaliw sa kahahabol.

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- KievanCastro101

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41 Chapters
Chapter 1
I fell in love with Odell when he was just a baby.It’s a story our parents told us countless times, one that still makes me smile whenever I remember it. Our parents were best friends, and we grew up woven into each other’s lives.The day my mother gave birth to me was pure chaos. I wouldn’t stop crying from the moment I entered the world. I wailed so loudly that nothing the doctors or nurses did could calm me down. My parents tried everything, but nothing worked.Then something unexpected happened.Odell’s mother walked into the hospital room with him in her arms. He was only two years old, but even then, there was something special about him. She had come to visit my mother, bringing gifts to celebrate my arrival, while her husband followed behind with folded clothes.The moment she stepped into the room, everything changed.My cries stopped instantly. My tiny newborn eyes locked onto him, and just like that, my tears turned into a smile.The room fell silent.The doctors, the nurs
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Chapter 2
Days turned into weeks, weeks into months, and before I knew it, years had passed.I finished high school and graduated as the best student in my class. It was a proud, unforgettable moment, one I had worked so hard for. On my graduation day, my parents were there, and so was Odell’s mother. Seeing her in the crowd stirred something in me, but the joy of the day softened the ache.Odell’s father was a politician and a businessman, constantly traveling for meetings and events. But Odell’s mother, she went all out for me. She showered me with love and generosity, even spraying money in thousands, determined to make the day feel truly special.The celebration was grand, filled with laughter, music, and warmth. They brought gifts too, thoughtful ones that reminded me how deeply I was cared for. For that one day, everything felt perfect. All the pain and confusion I had carried in my heart over Odell faded into the background, replaced by the comfort of the people who were still present in
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Chapter 3
“You remember when I told you Odell went to his grandparents’ place?” Odell’s mum asked.My mum nodded, listening intently.“Well,” she continued, “he’ll be traveling back soon, and I’ll be going with him to take care of a few things over there. Odell is supposed to meet me at the airport. But here’s what I’m thinking, Nicole can come with us.”My mum blinked, clearly unsure she had heard correctly. “Come with you?”“Yes,” Odell’s mum said with a warm, reassuring smile. “I’ll sponsor her trip and take care of everything, her passport, documents, preparation. All you need to do is provide the necessary information, and I’ll handle the rest. I have the connections to get it done quickly. She’ll stay with me over there. We’ll take her for the exam, and she’ll return with me. You know you’re like family to me, and Nicole is like my own daughter. It’s really nothing.”My mum was stunned. She hadn’t expected generosity on this scale, and when she finally found her voice, gratitude poured ou
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Chapter 4
Odell walked up to his mum, his confident stride drawing attention from everyone in the room, mine most of all. When I turned to look at him, it felt as though time slowed to a crawl.He was taller than I remembered. His broad shoulders and strong frame carried a quiet, effortless strength. His dark skin gleamed under the airport’s fluorescent lights, smooth and radiant, unchanged yet somehow more striking. His hair was neatly plaited, the intricate braids framing his sharp, sculpted face perfectly. His jawline was more defined now, giving him a mature, commanding presence.Yet his eyes, those deep, warm brown eyes, still held that familiar spark, the one that had always made me feel safe.He looked so good.Better than I had imagined during all the years we’d been apart.Seeing him in person, though, unlocked emotions I wasn’t ready for. I froze. My heart raced, pounding so hard it felt like it might leap out of my chest. Joy, nervousness, anger, longing, everything rose inside me at
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Chapter 5
We stepped off the plane and were immediately met by a sleek, luxurious car waiting for us on the tarmac. It was a brand-new black G-Wagon, its polished surface glinting under the sunlight. The chauffeur stepped out and greeted us politely before opening the doors. I climbed in after Odell and his mum, feeling completely out of place in the plush leather interior. The seats were so soft it felt like sitting on clouds, and every surface gleamed with pristine detail. Even the buttons and dials seemed unnecessarily luxurious, as though everything was designed for someone who lived in a world far removed from mine. We drove through the city until we reached a hotel, and I could hardly believe my eyes. The building towered over everything around it, its glass exterior reflecting the golden hues of the sunset. Inside, the lobby was breathtaking, white marble floors polished to a mirror-like shine, grand chandeliers sparkling overhead, and golden accents adorning every surface. Every ste
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Chapter 6
I swallowed hard, my voice trembling as I tried to speak.“Od—”Before I could say another word, the car slowed to a stop.The door opened.And his mum’s voice broke through the moment.“We’re here.”Just like that, the spell shattered.His hand slipped from mine, and he looked away, his face closing off again, as if nothing had happened.My heart was still racing when I stepped out of the car, my thoughts spinning, my chest warm and light at the same time. I barely even felt the ground beneath my feet as we walked into the university building.I kept glancing around, hoping Odell would walk beside me again, that we would finally finish the conversation that had waited years to begin.But he didn’t.Odell’s mum led me down a long hallway and stopped in front of a large door where a few other students were already waiting.“This is the exam hall,” she said gently. “Go in, sweetheart. You’ll do great.”I nodded, clutching my documents, and walked inside.As I found my seat, my mind kept
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Chapter 7
This time, I traveled alone. No first-class seats. No quiet luxury. No Odell’s mum arranging everything down to the last detail. Just me. I booked my flight myself, economy class, squeezed between strangers, my bag tucked under my feet. The hum of the plane was loud and ordinary, nothing like the soft elegance of my first journey here. Still, my heart beat fast the entire time. I was finally coming back. When I landed, I took a taxi straight from the airport to the university. As the gates came into view, my breath caught. The campus was enormous. Not just big, intimidatingly vast. Tall glass buildings reflected the sky, white stone structures stood as monuments, and wide walkways stretched endlessly in different directions. Everything looked expensive, deliberate, elite. This wasn’t just a school. It was a world built for people who had always belonged. I clutched my bag tighter. Odell’s mum had told me I could ask Odell to show me around once I arrived. That though
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Chapter 8
I didn’t expect the truth to hit me like that. The moment I said his name, the air in the room changed. Ava and Sophie exchanged a look, one of those looks people give when they’re not sure whether to laugh or ask if you’re serious. “You mean… that Odell Johnson?” Sophie asked carefully. My stomach tightened. “What do you mean, that Odell Johnson?” Ava leaned against the desk, arms folded. “Nicole,” she said slowly, “Odell Johnson isn’t just a student here.” Sophie let out a quiet breath. “He’s one of the biggest names on campus.” They started talking over each other. “He’s rich-rich.” “Like old money, powerful family.” “Everyone knows him.” “Everyone watches him.” I stood there, barely breathing. Ava continued, “He’s insanely handsome, for starters. Tall, built, always dressed as if he stepped out of a magazine. Professors respect him. Students worship him. People move when he walks.” “And the rumors,” Sophie added. “There’s always something. Power. Influenc
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Chapter 9
Valley Hill Lodge was nothing like campus. The moment we arrived, I understood why people whispered its name like it was sacred. Tall iron gates opened slowly, guarded by security in black suits. Beyond them, the estate stretched wide, perfect lawns, glowing lights, glass walls reflecting music and movement. The bass hit my chest before we even stepped inside. “This place is insane,” I muttered. Sophie laughed. “Welcome to Odell Johnson’s world.” Students were everywhere, laughing, drinking, dressed in designer clothes that probably cost more than my parents’ car. The air smelled like expensive perfume and alcohol. Music thumped loudly, and the pool area shimmered under neon lights, bodies pressed close together, moving as if nothing else mattered. I suddenly felt very aware of myself. My dress. My heels. My heartbeat. “Relax,” Sophie said, leaning close so I could hear her. “You look amazing.” I nodded, even though my palms were sweaty. Then the energy shifted.
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Chapter 10
I didn’t wait. The moment our eyes met, the moment I saw the truth written all over his face, something inside me snapped. I turned and ran before anyone could say my name, before anyone could explain, before my heart completely gave out. I pushed past people, past laughter, past music that suddenly sounded cruel. My chest burned, my head spun, and my legs felt weak like they might give up on me at any second. I didn’t know where I was going, I just knew I couldn’t stay. I stumbled outside into the cold night air, my hands shaking, my thoughts tangled and loud. Everything felt unreal, like I was watching someone else’s life fall apart. I needed to get back to my room, I needed to be alone. I saw a car parked nearby, lights dim, someone sitting in the driver’s seat. Without thinking, I opened the door and climbed in. “Please,” I said breathlessly. “Take me back to campus.” There was a pause. Then a confused voice. “Uh… I think you’re mistaken.” I looked up. The gu
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