All Chapters of Her Return, His Regret : Chapter 141 - Chapter 150

***~~Soren~~***I glared at Ashley as she mentions June.It's not only anger that I feel now.It's more of irritation.June?The one she barely had time for.I narrow my eyes, barely restraining the urge to push my chair and walk out of that damn door. But before I can act on my intrusive thoughts, she speaks again.Her voice lowers.“All I wanted was to be loved. A love I didn't get from my father. Jade was there, ready to listen, lending me a shoulder to cry on after my father's abuse. He— he was my first love. The first man that had ever loved me,” she trails off, wiping tears.I stare at her without emotions, my jaw tightening.Is this one of those he made me do it” speeches? Because that won't even move me.I can't even bring myself to feel sorry.Trauma?Most have them but that's not an excuse to be a shitty person.“Jade became my safe space, the one who pulled me out of my dark times. I wanted forever. I mean it has to be him. Then one day, he came asking me if I talk to you,

***~~Soren~~***When you find something you thought you lost forever, it's hard not to live in constant fear of losing it again.I know I want to keep Delilah forever. I know I want a life where she's not in doubt of my love.But I've been making progress.She smiles at me more often. Laughs at my joke even when they're not so funny. She doesn't say no to spending nights at mine.She's relatively free around me.But still…that didn't thaw my fear.As much as Logan's words doesn't bother me. As much as I think she wants me just as much as I want her.There's no label yet.Not even a boyfriend.And it scares me, more than I'm willing to admit.I used to think I loved Ashley but it was just the feeling of someone actually wanting me.It was easy, no arguments, no proper communication. So I went with the flow.With Delilah it's different.I cling to her without meaning to. I smile more. I talk more. I want to communicate more when it's her. I want to wake up every morning with her by my

***~~Soren~~***I was in denial till I followed Julian in to see the corpse.Rebecca Lancaster was truly dead.My father was wired up, questioning the head of the warden, asking what the hell happened.She was isolated from the rest. If she had drank poison then someone brought it in.My brain is trying not to combust.No one has gotten a hold of Cameron.Delilah is as shocked as I am.She calls in every hour to know how I was taking the whole thing.Rebecca didn't treat me like I was human but I was certainly not delighted seeing her lifeless body.Not when it'll hurt Cameron.My phone dings with a text as we come out of the morgue room.Cameron.It's an address.Then a text that says. ‘come alone’I recognize the place the second my eyes lands on it.It's an old abandoned building in the neighborhood we grew up in.After I returned from Alfred's at fifteen. I realize Cameron sneaks out to this building sometimes when Julian and Rebecca argues.It was the first time he actually spo

***~~Jenaya~~***AUTHOR’S NOTEThe last two chapters mark the end of Soren and Delilah's story.We'll be getting snippet of their forever after moving forward.It's also a beginning of a shift.Unlike the fluffy, giddy romance we all got from them, we'll be getting something messier, darker and intense.These characters are morally complex and that's only going to make things get better.So, if you're in for the ride, I'd advise you to buckle up.— Daisy***~~Jenaya~~***You know what they say when your life revolves around one person?You'll always think about them. Love them. Care for them. To the point you loose yourself.That's been my case with Kelvin.While in college, I've always wanted a love that's unshakable.Unhinged.Perhaps a little obessessive.But Kelvin came along and I had to shrink.My first in everything.It didn't matter if he loved me the way I wanted to. He was present and I lied to myself that it was enough.Six months after we started dating, he moved in wit

***~~Jenaya~~***“That man,” Kelvin blurt out as I dry my hair.“What about him?” I ask, tilting my head slightly to catch the look on his face.“He's rich,”My brows lifts. “And?”He heaves. “Nothing. It's just…I'm wondering how rich he is to own that car. And his name sounds too familiar,”I pause, turning to face him with a bit of irritation.“Don't you think that's unnecessary?” I quip, voice tight.He looks up, eyes narrowing at me.I toss the towel down and cross my arms. “I told you what that asshole did to me. And you're more interested in a car?”My voice shakes with distaste and I know he sees it.He throws the sheets aside and walk toward me.Then, his arm wraps around my waist, sniffling my neck. “I'm so sorry love. I just…got carried away,”He pulls away from my neck and smiles, then his lips are on mine.“Are you still mad at me…?”I wasn't…mad.God.He just doesn't get it.He stares at me when I don't respond, then he's kissing my entire face.He always does this…find