MAEVEIf I was still uncertain about moving out before, last night wiped away every last trace of doubt completely from my system.What happened with Lucien didn’t feel like confusion, blurred boundaries, or something I could excuse as weakness. It felt deliberate. Like a line I kept allowing him to drag me across, again and again, just to prove a point. Every time I thought I had a moment to breathe, to gather my thoughts and finally tell him off and lay down some boundaries between us, he’d sense it, corner me with that predatory gaze, turning my anger into something heated and forbidden. And then he’d fuck me, hard and deliberate, not out of any real affection but to hammer home the point that he could have me whenever he wanted, however he wanted. In the moment of it all, with his body pinning mine, his cock driving into me until I shattered around him, it was intoxicating, the raw power, the way he made me feel alive. Just in that moment.But afterward, that brutal clarity
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