Stupid phone call

After crying myself to sleep like an idiot, I woke up the next morning to find the milk on my bedside table gone. Cillian was nowhere in sight, and my head was pounding. I closed my eyes and groaned.“Here,” Cillian said as he handed me a glass of water and some Tylenol. I was shocked to see him there.It was like he could come in quietly without making a sound. I could have sworn the room was empty when I first woke up.He was in a suit, which indicated he was going to work. I grabbed the glass of water and Tylenol and took them. He was right about my head aching because of all the crying I had done.I felt even worse knowing he probably knew I cried myself to sleep. We hadn’t even known each other for a month, and I was already getting emotional at the thought of him abandoning me to speak to another woman.He wasn’t mine to begin with. If I felt like that when he spoke to other women, how would I feel when Daniela came back, and he picked her instead of me?“Why were you crying?” H

First fight

Like an idiot, I waited for Cillian at the library. I thought he would come home early and join me in the library as he had done for the past three days. I pictured having a conversation with him and being reassured.But he didn’t come. I stayed there until dinner and ate alone. It became clear he wasn’t going to come home to talk. However, I was ready to talk. He was right. For as long as I was pretending to be Uma, I was his fiancée and the queen of the English mafia.If I wanted people to respect me, I had to stand my ground. So I stayed at that dinner table until I heard the front door open later that night. I had struggled to stay awake so much that I took three cups of coffee. Anyone who saw me would think it was sad. All the staff did. The way they looked at me made me want to cry, but I forced myself to be strong. It was ten minutes past one in the morning when he finally. It wasn’t even at night. It was early morning. The disrespect towards me gnawed at me so much that I co

You're mine

“You came,” Christian said when he saw me. I nodded and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear nervously. The way he was looking at me made me blush. “You look amazing, Uma.”My smile almost fell at the use of a name that didn’t belong to me, but I had learned to pretend. So the smile stayed on my face. I had chosen black pants that showed off my curves, a white shirt, and a black jacket on top. On my feet were black knee-high boots, and my red hair was in a high ponytail.I had even attempted to put some makeup on my face. I was slowly learning from the videos I saw on the internet.“Thank you, Christian.”This time, he was wearing a black shirt that was rolled up to his elbows, black pants, and black guy boots. His blonde hair fanned his face, and his hands were dirty.The first few buttons of his shirt were undone, showing the hard muscles underneath. He was toned, probably from the work he did in the stable, or maybe he worked out.But he still wasn’t as huge as Cillian was,

He's back

Cillian was surprisingly gentle with me as he taught me how to ride horses for the first time. I tried to ignore the way his touch made my body heat in desire, but it was easier said than done.We ended up making out after every session, and I could always feel his erection poking into me, but he chose not to take things further. He cupped me through my panties and whispered all the things he fantasized about doing to me, but he never followed through with any of it.I wanted more. The desire was building like a volcano waiting to erupt, and I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t explain that feeling, but it was driving me insane. I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted Cillian, and I wanted him badly.I knew deep down I wanted him to be my first. I didn’t care that he wasn’t supposed to be mine. All I wanted was him. I wanted to enjoy his presence and his body before I lost him.He knew exactly how to touch me to make my body light up with a fire that felt as fast and scorching as a forest fire

Doom day

The wedding day came quickly. After the incident with Lorcan, Cillian claimed he had business to attend to and disappeared for a week. He still wasn’t back while I was in my wedding dress, and I began to wonder if the wedding would even take place.It felt like he was avoiding me days before we tied the knot, and I didn’t understand why. I had done nothing but try to open up to him. I was nervous as hell, and it wasn’t because the groom still hadn’t arrived.It was because my life was about to change. I thought Daniela would come back before I tied the knot with Cillian, but she didn’t.I wondered how long I would be asked to keep up the charade of pretending to be someone I wasn’t. Someone my fiancé didn’t even want or he wouldn’t be MIA.If he didn’t show up for the wedding, my fate was sealed. I would die and so would my mother. I tried to have hope and not think about any of that or else I would go insane. The wedding was taking place at one of Cillian’s many properties. This one

All Chapters of Loaned to the Mafia: Chapter 21 - Chapter 25

Stupid phone call

First fight

You're mine

He's back

Doom day