All Chapters of Loaned to the Mafia: Chapter 11 - Chapter 19

I was in a board meeting, and Victoria was giving us a breakdown of the financials for the quarter, but all I could think of was my fiancé. Her soft features, a shy demeanor, and a body made for sin. She didn’t seem to realize she was a siren. From her red eyes to her innocent blue eyes, her rosy pouty lips, and curves in all the right places. Her pale skin was calling out to me even when I was away from her. The primal need to mark her body was almost too much to contain. I couldn’t even be in the same room as her without being hard as a rock. She awakened a need I had never felt for a woman before. All those cold showers didn’t help. I was afraid that if I slept in the same bed as her, I would cave and take her for myself. While I knew she was attracted to me based on how much she stared when I was around, I knew she didn’t know me. She didn’t trust me. Sometimes when I called her name, she took too long to answer and acted confused, like she didn’t know where she was. I needed h

I was shaking in fear, wondering where Lorcan was. Cillian left after he kissed me, and I had to wash the blood off my face. I couldn’t stop thinking about what Lorcan would do because I didn’t defend him.I didn’t sleep the entire night. Neither Cillian nor Lorcan was anywhere to be seen. I wondered if he had been taken to the hospital. Cathal would kill me if anything happened to his precious son.It was obvious he was the favorite child he had. I started to regret not helping him. Cillian promised to kill anyone who hurt me, but he wouldn’t always be around. I was scared of being alone with him.It was morning, and I was straightening my hair longer than usual. A lot of thoughts were going through my head. I accidentally burned my hand with the iron and hissed in pain.Like Cillian could sense my pain, he chose that moment to come into our walk-in closet, where I was sitting on the vanity. I set the device down and looked at him in the mirror.“I didn’t hear you come in,” I whisper

The women continued speaking in a language I didn’t understand. I didn’t even know what language it was. My confusion about what they were saying only fueled their laughter and more chatter.When I realized my reactions made them excited to make fun of me, I stopped giving them what they wanted. I put food on my plate and poured myself a glass of wine, even when I had never had wine before.There was a first time for everything.When they realized I wasn’t giving them the reaction they needed, they stopped. I was no longer a source of their entertainment. They switched to English and started to talk about other women in London.They gossiped about others, called women fat and ugly, and talked about how no one wanted them to be their wives. Then the conversation turned uncomfortable, and I wanted to be away from there.“I can’t wait for Victoria and Cillian’s wedding. They grew up together, and they are right for one another. Their babies would be cute.” A girl named Diana said.I almo

Punished? I didn’t want to receive any punishment because I hadn’t done anything wrong. I was about to open my mouth to defend myself from the allegations Victoria had put forth against me.But I soon realized they had a closer bond than the one I had with him. Of course, he would believe her and not me. There was nothing I would say that would be able to convince him I didn’t harm his precious woman.I kept silent as Cillian took off his belt. I didn’t know what he was planning, but I was scared. I had half a mind to run away until I realized running wouldn’t do anything for me. All it would do was get me in trouble.“What are you going to do?” I asked.“Did I say you could speak?” He asked.I opened and closed my mouth, but I didn’t have any words to say. I had never seen him that domineering towards me. He was always so soft and gentle with me unless I refused to do what he asked.I felt stupid for thinking he was a good man. I should have known every single one of the men who were