"No, no, no!"The nightmares find me even here.I'm back on the platform. The full moon overhead. Two hundred wolves watching. Waiting for me to break.Damon stands across from me in his formal Alpha wear. His face is stone. Cold. Empty of everything that might have been love once."I, Damon Thornwell, Alpha of Silverpine Pack, reject you, Iris Whitmore, as my mate and Luna."The words echo. The magic activates. The bond begins to tear.But this time it's worse.This time the pain doesn't stop at my chest. It goes deeper. Lower. Into my stomach where my baby grows.I feel her dying. Feel the life draining away. Feel my body rejecting her the way Damon rejected me.Blood. So much blood. Running down my legs. Pooling at my feet. The platform is slick with it.I scream. Fall to my knees. Press my hands to my stomach but there's nothing there. Just hollow emptiness where my baby used to be."No, no, no!"I wake screaming.My hands fly to my stomach. Searching. Desperate. Please be there.
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