"Shifting has always hurt. But this is different, this is transformation."I say it out loud, standing at the edge of the clearing Sage led me to, and the words hang in the cold air like smoke. The full moon sits directly overhead, so bright it throws shadows. My bare feet press into the ground, damp grass and soft earth between my toes, and I can feel the moonlight the way I've never felt it before, not just on my skin but through it, like something on the other side of a door it's been trying to open for years.Sage moves around the clearing's perimeter with quiet focus. She places flat grey stones at four points, sets small bundles of herbs between them, and lights them one at a time. The smoke that rises is pale blue-white, sharp and clean like winter air, nothing like incense. It doesn't drift. It holds its shape, rising straight up in four columns, marking the circle's edge."Step in," she says.I do.The air inside the circle is immediately different. Thicker. Charged. Like sta
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