“He just sat there?” Lana asked, incredulous.“He did, I shouldn’t have told him how I felt. I feel so stupid.” I said, pressing the silhouette column sheath dress to my body and doing a mirror check with it.“I’m happy you’re in high spirits and have agreed to finally escort me. I hated seeing you sad and sulking.” she said, mirror checking her own dress.“I have to start somewhere, don’t I? Ugh I hated that after a whole week I still hadn’t come to terms with it. I fucked it up Lana, now I miss him so much.” I groaned, dropping myself onto her bed.“Hey now, we’ve made great progress these past few days, you’re finally talking to me, don’t retreat,” she said, sinking next to me on the bed.“Look. I get it Robin, he was intoxicating, mysterious and a God, but you’ve got to do this for you. You knew what you wanted and he didn’t. That’s his problem!”I nodded. I had to do this—for me. After the awkward moment with Jack a week ago in his car, I had slipped back into my pre-Jack routine
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