He thought about it all the next day.Not anxiously. Not the old replaying way, running things over to find what he had done wrong. He thought about it the way he thought about things that mattered now: carefully, in the background of the day's work, letting it be present without letting it take over.He was in meetings by nine. He made decisions and read documents fully, and asked questions that were actually questions. All of it is ordinary. Underneath it, the weight of what she had said, steady and present.*Don't waste it.*He thought about the notebook.He thought about the entry he had read on the floor of the bedroom after she had taken everything she was taking. The entry about Isabella's call, which she had not told him about for three days. Three days of carrying it precisely, making breakfast, going to work, managing the private weight of a thing that should have been shared but that she had learned was not something she could bring to him because bringing things to him req
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