All Chapters of Sixty Shades Of Ice: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

NathanielIt was 1AM.I couldn’t sleep.I kept tossing and turning on the bed, unable to stop my mind from racing.Was I too harsh?Did I make a mountain out of a molehill?I mean, what he did was completely unacceptable.I could vividly remember almost losing my mind because I couldn’t find my glasses, which led to me struggling and thinking that something was probably wrong with me.And then finding them.Hidden.Displayed behind glass.Like I was something he could collect.I sat up abruptly, dragging a hand down my face.No.I couldn’t stay here anymore.I swung my legs off the bed and stood barefoot on the cold floor. The apartment was quiet in that deep, heavy way that only came at night, where everything felt too still. I hesitated for a second, then started walking.I told myself I was just going to get water.That I wasn’t going to think about him.But halfway down the hallway, I already knew where I was going.The living room was dark except for the faint glow from the city

NikolaiI ran my fingers through his hair, listening to his soft snoring.It wasn’t until 5 AM before I finally allowed him to sleep, trying every style we could possibly think of.My baby enjoyed every bit of it so much that he began pleading that it was enough.Of course, I didn’t stop.And I could say I was really proud of myself, and well, I think I might have overdone him.Floating in my thoughts, he shifted a bit, pulling himself up, and my eyes met his sleepy ones.“Sleep, baby.”“Hhmmm…” came his sleepy voice.Fuckkk, he looks so hot.Behave, Nikolai.He must be really sore.He tried to close his eyes again, but I tightened my hold slightly, brushing my thumb over his cheek instead.“Not yet,” I said softly.That made him blink up at me again, more awake this time. His expression was still soft.“You look like you are thinking too much,” I added.He didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he adjusted himself slightly on the bed, sitting a little more upright but still leaning into

NikolaiI think the world stopped.Or probably my brain malfunctioned at that second.“Who the fuck is the boy, Nikolai? That you’re running around town with? Ruining my reputation!” My father’s voice thundered.And before I could even open my mouth, another wave of pain shot through my face.He punched me hard.I tasted my own blood as the tablet slipped from my hands.Groaning, I stumbled backwards as Grey fully stepped inside.His gaze swept through the room, while my heart was literally pounding against my throat.“Is this what you have been doing with your time? Chasing boys around!” He grabbed my throat, and not a single ounce of fatherly love lingered in his expression.“None of my children will be gay! Do you hear me!” Another punch.It came before I could respond.It landed hard against my face and sent me stumbling back into the wall. Pain burst through my jaw and I tasted blood immediately. My father didn’t give me a moment to recover. He grabbed my shirt and slammed me bac

A week later……NikolaiRestlessly, I tapped my foot against the floor as my gaze stayed blank on the professor.I don’t know shit about what she was teaching, or whatever gibberish was coming out of her mouth either.Yeah, I couldn’t concentrate.My phone chimed.Impatiently, I grabbed it. It was a notification from someone irrelevant and not from the actual person I was dying to hear from.“Dude,” Clinton said. “Can you just calm the fuck down? Shit is completely written all over you.”I didn’t look at him.“I am calm.”“You’re not,” he said immediately. “You look like you haven’t slept in days. You’re not eating properly either. This is not normal, Nikolai.”I exhaled sharply through my nose, still staring at the front of the class without seeing anything.“It’s fine.”“No, it’s not fine,” he snapped back. “This is exactly what I was talking about. You’re spiraling over him.”At the sound of “him,” something in my chest tightened violently.Clinton lowered his voice. “You’re obsesse

NathanielWalking away, and watching Nikolai collapse to the ground, begging and screaming for me to come back?It was soul crushing.Like the whole world was pressing against my chest.But I know I need to get out of here fast.If I want my head still intact.People who recognized me were giving me weird looks, which forced me to hasten my pace, gripping tightly onto my bag.Get your shit together Nathaniel.Get it together.Quickly, I navigated my way out, heading towards the main gates—A car brazenly pulled over, almost hitting me.What the fuck—The car windows rolled down, and seeing the person had me swallowing hard.Reina.“Get in, Nathaniel.”Gripping my bag, I walked over, sliding into the car.She had her signature smirk on.I just sat there in silence as she drove out of campus, and in the next ten minutes, she pulled over at a block.“I must say, I applaud your performance. Chef’s kiss, Nathaniel, your acting is extraordinary.”I couldn’t meet her gaze, as I stretched out