ClaraThe house is asleep, but I cannot find sleep.The silence of the night stretches like a blanket too heavy, enveloping and suffocating me at once.Every tick of the clock becomes a dull pain.Time flows slowly, relentless.I get out of bed, slowly, almost automatically.I loosen my hair, heavy with fatigue, and let it cascade onto my bare shoulders.I stand before the mirror, naked, vulnerable, exposed to myself.My eyes search this reflection for a woman still loved, still desired.But the face looking back at me is that of a stranger."Who are you?" I murmur, my voice breaking.I reach toward the mirror, as if to touch this face I no longer recognize."Come back… come back to me."I touch my skin with my fingertips, searching for a vanished warmth, a memory of Éric.I close my eyes, breathe deeply, as if to give myself courage.Tonight, I still want to believe.I want to believe there is one last possible fight, a surge, an awakening.I return to the bed, slip under the white s
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