I knew what I was doing was wrong, but my addiction made it impossible for me to control myself.Gavin seemed momentarily stunned, but he quickly snapped out of it. He started to respond to me, even deepening the kiss.When he laid me down on the rocks, I had already lost all sense of reason. All I wanted to do was enjoy myself with him.This time, there was no coercion at all. Everything was completely voluntary on my part.I felt deeply satisfied. The sense of comfort I couldn't get from Elijah, I found in Gavin instead.By the time my addiction had completely subsided, evening had arrived. Gavin wanted to walk me back to my dorm, but I was worried people would see us, so I turned him down and went back alone.Whenever that urge hit, I couldn't care about anything else. However, now that I was sober again, the guilt I felt toward Elijah only grew heavier.Even though I had only done it with Gavin for the sake of treatment, at the end of the day, I had still betrayed Elijah.I
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