Hunter called on a Wednesday, which was, as it had been the first time, the sign that something had moved him to call outside the usual rhythm. I was sitting at the table with case files open in front of me, the dense calendar visible on the wall past the lamp, when the phone rang, and I noticed, picking it up, a small flicker of something that wasn't quite dread but lived in the same neighborhood as dread."You've missed two Sundays," he said, by way of greeting.I hadn't realized. The weeks had compressed into each other in a way that made individual days hard to distinguish — session, session, case review, sleep that didn't feel like enough sleep, repeat. I genuinely had not noticed the gap until he named it, and the not-noticing itself felt like a small, separate piece of evidence I hadn't asked for."I'm sorry," I said. "It's been a lot.""That's what I'm calling about." A pause, careful in a way that wasn't like him — Hunter was usually direct from the first sentence, not buildin
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