After I returned home, I was so weak I could barely stay on my feet.I leaned against the doorframe to catch my breath for a long time before I finally made it into the bedroom.Those few short steps made my vision go black several times. I nearly collapsed on the floor.The entire day, I stayed in the room sorting through everything related to Erwin.There were photos, gifts, and journals. Every single thing that carried our memories ended up in the yard.When it came time to light the fire, my hands trembled so badly that I dropped the match three times before the flame finally caught.Through the fire, I saw a photo we had taken at Moonlight Lake.In the picture, Erwin stood behind me with his arms wrapped around me. His chin rested on my shoulder. His smile was so gentle and endearing."When we're old, we'll show these photos to our pups."I suddenly laughed. As I laughed, my tears fell into the fire.On the final day of my life's countdown, I forced myself to go to the c
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