February became March became spring and Benjamin was ours.Not legally. He had been legally ours since the hearing. I mean in the daily, ordinary, accumulating sense. In the way he woke up calling and one of us went to him. In the way he had learned the layout of the apartment and could navigate it in the dark. In the way he brought things to show us, constantly, everything he found interesting, as if everything he found interesting needed to be witnessed by someone he trusted.He brought things to Alex specifically.Not exclusively. He brought things to me too. But there was a specific category of thing, heavy things, things with interesting textures, things he found in the garden on the rare occasions we visited somewhere with a garden, that he brought specifically to Alex. And Alex examined each one with complete seriousness.Alex had been in the process of becoming a parent for ten months before the finalization and he had been a parent for three weeks and he was already the paren
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