Bully stepbrother のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 21 - チャプター 30

MADISONEverything is difficult to absorb in this moment; I recoil as though struck by a truck.As the bitch grins at me, Caleb feigns a guilty expression.No. No.My disdain for men intensifies. I don’t know about others, but for me, I’ve realized these creatures have brought me nothing but pain.My father came first, followed by Caden, and now it’s Caleb.I wonder how broken I would’ve been if I were a more romantically open person.I liked Caleb—perhaps I even felt something deeper for him.With him, I thought I had found happiness. He made me feel alive after years of solitude in high school. With Caleb, I dared to hope for change. A chance.Just hours ago, I believed whatever Caden had implanted in my mind had been shattered by this handsome man with red hair.But I was wrong. The man I thought was my savior, the superhero who might rescue me, turns out to be just another bully. In an instant, Caleb extinguishes all the light I had found, leaving me in absolute darkness.I’ve rea

MADISONThere’s a startling periodic vibration that zaps right into my debilitated brain, and I finally shoot up to a sitting position under the duress of the alarming object beside me.I need at least three good seconds to become ensnared with the presence, and when everything registers in my head, I am instantly running down the hall with a blanket wrapped around my entire naked body.Well, the word running isn’t quite the right word to explain my movement; with the soreness between my legs, I’m sure you’d call it something more of an ataxic gait.The moment I push open the bathroom door, I pour out everything I possibly have left in my system into the toilet.I try to control the outburst, but with the awareness of what I’ve done, it’s hard to control anything.I didn’t… I didn’t give my v-card to Caden, the most horrible of all humans? But with the visions in my head, I am sure I am plunged into yet another cruel and unusual punishment.The more I push the images out of my head, t

CADENFor over an hour, my phone has been vibrating in the center console of my car. I keep a tight grip on the wheel. I don’t have to look down to know my knuckles are white, but fuck if I care.I left the house because it felt like a hole, and even now, far away from the blazing hell that is my home, I feel like I still have asphyxia.How messed up can everything get? The same day I learn about Daisy’s, Mad decides to happen.I fucked up a shitload. I fucking defect myself for the first time. I’ve officially done something I could never be proud of.Despite all the crap my dad has called me over the years and all the shit I’ve had to drag through, there was nothing that’s ever made me feel this botched up.Drunk or shit, I have no right to take Mad’s virginity. She’s never going to forgive me for any of this.I can’t forgive myself for the fact that I can’t control the strange swelling feeling that makes me want to turn the car around every few minutes while I’m driving through Palo

CADEN"Now get off me," I snap at the girl straddling me as I hear the front door open and close. Her face drains of color and she scrambles off, tugging her clothes into place.I need a shower. I need her completely off me. I need to brush my teeth."Did I do something wrong?" she asks quietly as I get up.She's still here?"Yeah, you're in my apartment." I growl, and she starts packing up her things without arguing.She insisted on following me from the bar after Paxton bailed me out of my overnight cell. I knew I didn't want anything from her, but I needed Mad to believe what happened between us was just something that would never happen again, so bringing a girl home is the perfect exhibition for that.The girl without a name finally leaves, and I drag my legs out of the bedroom. The house is quiet, and so is my empty stomach that's been abused by skipping meals for over twenty‑four hours.The pills I left on the island are gone. She must have taken them.Bitterness burns down my

MADISONI found myself seated next to Asher at the back of the classroom, a spot that has now become my new niche.I struggle constantly to focus on the professor. This is my dream school, and I’m finally a psychology major. I used to think Biological Basis of Behavior was my favorite class, until now, when it’s hard to concentrate while my view is dominated by Caden in the front row, surrounded by the company he prefers. The girls, the girls, the girls.They’re all around him, staring, smiling, biting their lips.Shouldn’t college be a place for learning, to earn a degree and secure a good job? Well, it depends on one’s intent. Perhaps wise men see college as an academic opportunity for young minds, while the girls vying for Caden’s attention might have a different kind of education in mind.I know how it will end; once they all pass from Caden’s thing, there will likely be numerous job openings for freshly graduated whores out there.Maybe I’m not in a position to judge them. Truth