New day, new moment to reflect on the warning Adrian gave me last night before he left. He didn't even wait for about half an hour, as usual, to eat, spend time with me, and drink before leaving. I could tell from his look that his mind was not stable, but what could I do to help?I thought he made a mistake when he mentioned Dominic's name, but he clarified that it wasn't a mistake. He's been with Dominic more than I have, over the past few months. He couldn't have issued that warning out of the blue. Even though he claimed he didn't know more, I did not believe that. But I didn't want to add to his worries either. I had to force a smile to my chin and pretend like I understood his warning and that I was not scared of how sudden it came. It was dawn. It was another time to sit on my bed, stare at the paintings on the walls and the designs in the room to distract my mind. How could I possibly stop myself from remembering that I had to be much more self-conscious when around Dominic?
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