The harbor has no stars.Clouds press low over the water. Sodium lamps burn behind dirty plastic shields along the loading quay, turning rain the color of old coins. Boats sit in rows without names, or with names painted over, or with names no one should trust.The doctor climbs out first.He checks left, right, above, then flinches when his own knee cracks."Clear," he says.Sarah does not believe him. She climbs out and checks again.Only then does the nurse help lift the fish box through the grate.I stand in the drain, Leo against my chest, and watch my son pass into open air without my hands.There are many versions of cruelty.This one is practical.The box has to tilt for the last three feet.The nurse counts under her breath. Sarah keeps both hands under the low side. The doctor holds the oxygen tube above the black water, his mouth tight with pain.The baby does not cry.That should h
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