The cry changes the cold room.Not loudly.That is the problem.It is small enough to be real. No machine could make it cleanly. No fake speaker would leave that wet break in the middle.My son cries again from the fish box, and every part of me gives one order.Go.My knees answer before I do.Sarah's arm hits my ribs and stops me."No."I almost hate her.Then heat rolls off the fish box in a thin wrong breath, and the nurse jerks her hand back from the cloth."Too close," she says. "You are too close."I stop half a step from him.Half a step is not mercy. It is a blade laid flat between us.Behind us, the rear storage door opens another inch.Light cuts across the drawers.A private voice says, "Hold. Sound confirmed."No panic. No threat.Work.The doctor kills his penlight with his thumb. Sarah swings the laundry hatch open wider, and warm air rises from below with soap, old steam, and lint. The smell hits my stomach again.I swallow until the room stays where it is."Box first,
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