(Mason)"Sir, you'll want to breathe too," the nurse says, not looking up from the monitor."We only have the one bed.""I'm breathing.""You're a fun color for someone who's breathing."Chloe's grip crushes my fingers through another contraction.Her face does the work her voice won't.I count it down against the monitor like the birthing classes taught me, out loud, four, three, two, and she exhales through her teeth right on cue."Good," she pants. "Keep doing the numbers. The numbers help."The numbers help.Noted.Filed.Something I can actually do.When they wheeled her into the room, a different nurse asked if ‘hubby was staying or waiting outside’.Chloe answered before the question finished."He stays."Two words.No discussion.Every version of this I'd dreaded, the waiting room, the pacing, the door I wasn't allowed through, deleted in two words, and there wasn't even a second to be weird about it, because the next contraction hit and we were in it.The doctor snaps her glo
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