(Chase)Sonia asked about Lily's potassium levels this morning.Not in the vague, performance-art way she used to ask about the baby. The kind of question asked to be seen, not answered.She had the actual results sheet in her hand, the one from yesterday's bloods, and she wanted to know what the number meant and whether it was better than last week.I told her.She listened, asked a follow-up question, and then relayed the information accurately to my mother twenty minutes later when she asked.It was somewhat disconcerting.I’ve been trying to work out what to do with this for three days.The old Sonia, the one I had to consciously remind myself to include in conversations about my daughter, would not have known there were potassium levels to ask about.She would have found a reason to be elsewhere during the medical conversations and reappeared afterwards in something expensive, smelling wonderful, asking how I was holding up.She still smells wonderful. She hasn’t stopped doing th
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