(Chase)It becomes a pattern without either of us deciding it should.Lily has an appointment, it runs late, Natasha is too tired to drive, the apartment is two minutes from the hospital.The logic is unassailable.The alternative is an exhausted woman on a motorway at midnight, which is not something I'm willing to entertain.So she comes back.Night one was an anomaly.Night three is a habit.By night six, Natasha has started packing a small overnight bag, just in case.Nobody discusses this.We are, apparently, both committed to the position that if we don't name it, it isn't happening.What is happening, very specifically, is that I’m losing my mind from being so close to Natasha and not being allowed to touch her.The apartment is the right size for one person who doesn't want to think about things.It’s not the right size for two people with a complicated history and a great deal of unfinished business.We fill the time with Lily's charts, and work, and occasionally a very late
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