Nathan:The room was quiet, soft, the kind of quiet that didn’t demand anything from me. It was a simple day going, and I knew that after last night, I needed it.I lay back against the pillows, one arm stretched out while two small bodies pressed against me, warm, steady, real. I smiled as I looked down at the two of them… my sanity and peace, my little angels.Arina, my little girl, was curled against my side, her tiny hand fisted in my shirt. While her brother Jacob had one leg thrown over mine, his face half buried against my shoulder.Both of them asleep. Finally in peace after what happened last night.I stared at the ceiling for a moment, letting the rhythm of their breathing settle something in me that nothing else could.Last night… the way they cried, the way they woke up frightened. It was because of us.My jaw tightened, and I ran my fingers gently through Arina’s hair, careful not to wake her. And I knew well enough that this, what happened last night, wasn’t what I wante
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