BellaTwo weeks had passed since James and I returned home from the hospital, and the reality of caring for three children had settled in like a heavy weight on my shoulders. Alex had gone back to work, leaving me to manage the house, Emily, Amie, and the new baby on my own during the day. I loved them all fiercely, but the exhaustion was relentless. Mornings started early with James’s cries for feeding, Amie demanding attention the moment she woke, and Emily needing help with her holiday assignments. By afternoon, I was already drained, moving through the house like a zombie, trying to keep everything together.This particular afternoon, the house felt especially overwhelming. Emily was upstairs trying to focus on her assignments, but I could hear her occasional sighs of frustration. Amie was napping in her crib, and James was in the nursery, finally asleep after a fussy feeding. I sat on the couch, staring at the pile of laundry I hadn’t managed to fold yet, feeling tears prick my
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