Bella Monday morning arrived with a nervous flutter in my stomach that I hadn’t felt in a long time. I woke up before the alarm, slipping quietly out of bed so I wouldn’t wake Alex. The house was still dark and peaceful, but my mind was already racing. Today was my first day back at the office. A big step. I wanted everything to go smoothly for the girls.I started in the kitchen, moving on autopilot but with extra care. I packed Emily’s lunch: her favorite turkey sandwich, apple slices, a small bag of grapes, and a cookie. I added a little note that read, “Have the best day, my smart girl! Mommy loves you.” Then I prepared Amie’s bag extra clothes, diapers, her special formula and meals, her favorite blanket, and a list of instructions for Mom. My hands moved quickly, but my heart felt heavy with that familiar mix of excitement and reluctance.By the time I finished, Alex was already downstairs, dressed and looking handsome in his suit. He smiled when he saw me and pulled me into a
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