He called her on a Thursday evening, after the city had gone quiet enough that the apartment felt like the right kind of space for a conversation he had been putting off for three days.Not because he was afraid of it, or not exactly afraid, but because confronting his mother required a specific quality of emotional preparation that confronting anyone else in his life did not, because Elena Vitale had always been the one person who could look at him and see the version of himself he was working hardest to keep out of sight, and he had needed three days to arrive at the place where being seen was something he could afford.She answered on the second ring the way she always answered, quickly and without the specific breathlessness of someone who had been waiting, just present, the way she had always been present."Enzo," she said, and her voice carried the warmth it always carried when she said his name, the warmth that was simply who she was rather than something she performed for him.
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