"I can't." Panic flashed across her face. "I can't let her go.""Yes, you can. You're strong enough to trust that she'll be safe for five minutes." I extended my arms. "Please, Sarah. For Alice. She needs clean clothes and food and a mother who isn't destroying herself with guilt."For a long moment, Sarah didn't move. Then, trembling, she stood and placed Alice in my arms.The baby looked up at me with curious eyes, grabbed my nose, and babbled, "shield, Mama, shield.""Your mama needs a break," I told Alice quietly. "But she loves you so much it's breaking her. That's how much you matter."Sarah stumbled toward the bathroom. I heard water running, then the sound of retching. Marcus slipped in, his face crumpling when he saw Alice awake and responsive."Can I hold her?" His voice was raw with need.I handed Alice to her father. Marcus buried his face in her soft hair, shoulders shaking with silent sobs."I thought I'd lost you both," he whispered. "When Sarah wouldn't talk, she would
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