Semua Bab Fated to my One Night Stand: Bab 131 - Bab 140

~Axel’s POV~I had learned at a very early stage that anger was one of the things I had to get control of because it was the worst of my emotions.As horrible as it was, it being unleashed for the first time when I was nineteen which was also when the fear my father had instilled in me both emotionally and physically had eased up for the first time, with him being the recipient of the anger. For one moment I had stopped being the one on the receiving end of everything he dished out and something in that had shifted something in me permanently. Not for the better necessarily. But it had shifted.But that didn’t change the fact that I either controlled it or it would control me making making me do horrible unforgettable things so I had learned. It had not been easy and it had not been quick but I had learned.It wasn’t like I didn’t get angry. There was more than enough evidence to state otherwise. My never ending war with my father that had been running since I was old enough to unde

~Amber’s POV~I wanted to move past it.He wanted to move past it, deep down, I knew he did. We needed to move past it. End the toxicity, for our sake and for Asher's sake.He hadn't taken his eyes off me. Hadn't let his gaze slide down to my body even once, and I knew I had let my hair down first as some kind of protection, some shield against being so exposed in front of him. But it did nothing. Nothing to protect me from how cold his eyes were, and at the same time, from the heat pouring off him that felt lethal, as if all that anger couldn't wait to unleash itself on me.Even though he was holding himself back. Barely. The thought alone made me swallow hard.I knew what I was asking him to do. I knew, just like what he had said about the need to hurt me, that it was fucked up. No. It was more than fucked up. But if he had no choice, then this was the only way I could control it. So I would take the pain, however much there would be, and hope that there would be enough pleasur

~Amber’s POV~This was the part where I said something.When someone said “I am in love with you” especially when it was the person you knew deep down you had wanted to hear those words from because you felt that way yourself, you either said them back or you said something, any other freaking thing.So why was my mouth not moving?And why had my body locked up completely?And most importantly why was I sitting here staring at him with my mouth open like I had forgotten how faces worked?“Did you go into shock? Because I would really need to get a healer now.”That snapped me out of it and I glared at him. “What the hell is wrong with you? Why would you just say that?”“Say what?” His brows raised and a smile formed in his eyes that I had genuinely never seen before tonight. “That I love you.”“Stop saying it.”“Stop saying what? That I love you?”“Axel.” I groaned and then launched myself at him, fighting against the pain between my legs that made the whole thing considerably less

~Axel’s POV~This felt like a déjà vu of Amber being kidnapped.Except this time it was every resource I had amounting to nothing, and I had never encountered anything like it before, nothing that gave me even the smallest lead to work with.So in the culmination of everything, I truly had nothing.Nothing that could help her.Though this was not only about her anymore. If this was not stopped, whatever was responsible would keep moving from pack to pack until there was nothing left of any of us.In conclusion: not good at all.The worst part was how completely out of my depth I felt about what to do next, which was the reason I was currently standing outside her door, contemplating what I was going to say. I had to reassure her or offer something that made this easier right? Since we were now together.“You do know I have werewolf hearing, right?” Her voice came through the door. “And even if I didn’t, you are not exactly being light on your feet right now.”I let out a breath. Ash

~Axel’s POV~If someone had told me from the first day I met her that I would end up here, right in this moment, with my heart hammering against my ribs and my control hanging by a thread, I would have called them a liar.That she would be the only one who could completely make me lose control in so many ways I didn't even know were possible. That I would be capable of wanting her this much, this desperately, with a hunger that felt like it was consuming me from the inside out. Or that I would want to do things I had never done to anyone, have things I had put personal boundaries on done to me.I blinked, realizing she was still waiting, and her face was getting even more flushed with each second that passed, pink spreading across her cheeks, down her throat, her eyes darting away with sudden insecurity."I'm sorry," she said, her voice small, before I could find my words.She tried to pull her hand away from my trousers, embarrassment rolling off her in waves, but I grabbed her wr