Semua Bab Capitulate Into Sinful Desires : Bab 21 - Bab 30

Elara’s POVThe chapel had never felt this heavy before.Not even on the quietest mornings, not during the longest prayers, not when silence stretched so deep it almost felt like sound had been erased from the world. Today, it was different. The air pressed against my chest in a way I couldn’t explain, like something unseen had settled over everything, watching, waiting.I tried to focus on the rosary in my hands, my fingers moving over each bead slowly, carefully, as if the rhythm alone could steady my thoughts. But it wasn’t working. My mind refused to stay still. It kept drifting back to him—his voice, his presence, the way he looked at me like he already knew something I hadn’t admitted to myself.“Holy Mary, Mother of God…” I whispered under my breath, but even the prayer felt distant, like I was repeating words without meaning. But no, I was the one who is distance between I and this prayer.“You’re not here Elara,” Vanessa said quietly beside me.Her voice was soft, but it cut

Elara’s POV“Stay away from me, Adrian.”The words left my lips, but even I didn’t believe them anymore because I didn’t move and neither did he.The space between us wasn’t distance. It was tension—tight, stretched, alive. I could still feel his lips on mine, still feel the heat of his touch lingering on my skin like something that refused to fade.He watched me carefully, like he was waiting.Not for my words, but for the truth behind them.“You don’t mean that,” he said quietly raising an eyebrow.I should have argued, turned, walked out, ended this before it grew into something I wouldn’t be able to control. But instead, I stayed exactly where I was.My fingers tightened slightly at my sides again as I forced myself to look at him again. This time, I didn’t look away.“Why do I have to choose?,” I asked trying to sound casual.“Because,” he replied, calm, steady. “if you don't, I will have to choose for you instead.”My breath hitched with curiosity.“ And which would you choose?.

Vanessa’s POVI knew she would come back. Girls like Elara always do.Not immediately, not boldly, but eventually. Drawn by curiosity, by confusion… by desire they don’t yet understand.And when she asked me that question.“Will you help me?”I already knew the answer I was going to give. I just needed to see how far she was willing to go. This is something am very professional with aside being a nun_of course secretly.She stood in front of me now, her fingers still slightly curled, like she didn’t know what to do with them. Her breathing wasn’t steady. Her eyes weren’t calm.Good. That meant she was already in deeper than she realized.I tilted my head slightly, studying her face, the way her lips parted just enough when she got nervous, the way her gaze tried to stay steady but kept slipping.“You want him,” I said quietly, it wasn’t a question.Her throat moved as she swallowed.“Yes.”Her answer came simple and honest. That surprised me.Most girls would deny it first. Pretend li

Good evening from here my dear readers. I wanted to write a short apology to you, for mistakenly uploading a particular chapter twice. This chapter is Twenty Three and you will find it twice in the story. It wasn't intentionally and I felt the need to apologize sincerely to y'all. Please go ahead and read other chapters that aren't clones. I will do better to improve and not make further mistakes in my chapters again. But recently, my editor has helped delete it. Thanks for your time and I hope you really understand.

Adrian’s POVSomething was wrong with me.I knew that, that was the first thought that crossed my mind when I realized I hadn’t gone home the night before or the night before that.Work had piled up, meetings stacked on meetings, but even I knew that wasn’t the real reason. I had ignored calls, postponed decisions, left things unfinished and these are merely things I would normally handle without hesitation.That wasn’t like me. No, nothing about this was like me.I leaned back in my chair, staring blankly at the glass wall of my office, watching the city move without me. Cars rushed past, people lived their lives, everything continued like nothing had changed but I felt something had and it started the moment she stopped reacting.A slow breath left my lips as I ran a hand through my hair, my jaw tightening.After that night I had became eager to have gone there prepared.I knew exactly what I was going to see.The same girl, same reactions, the same tension in her eyes, the same way