The list took the four days it took because both of them were thorough.Elijah's initial list: fifty-three people. He'd written it longhand in the notebook, the one that had been his record since the Brooklyn months, and then he'd read it back and made himself ask, for each name: do they actually mean something, or are they here because it would be awkward not to include them?That question removed eleven names.He'd looked at each of those eleven names and asked himself what the wedding would feel like if they weren't there. For some of them, the answer was: exactly the same. For others: a little lighter, actually, because the absence of obligation was its own kind of freedom. For a few: there was a twinge, a moment of but they'll be hurt, and he'd had to ask himself whether the twinge was about their feelings or about his own discomfort with disappointing people.The answer, more often than not, was the latter.So he removed them. Eleven names, crossed out with a single line each, t
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