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The Reed Capital Philanthropy Gala was held every October at a venue in Midtown that had been designed specifically to make the people inside it feel like they were already in history. Gilded ceilings. Chandeliers that cost more than Elijah's father had earned in a decade. Five hundred people in their best, moving through the light like they belonged to it.Elijah belonged to it now, roughly. He'd stopped checking the cost tags in his head three weeks ago, which either meant he was adapting or that his reference points had simply recalibrated without asking him. He wasn't sure which was worse.They moved through the room the way they'd learned to move through rooms — side by side, close enough to suggest intimacy without requiring it. Alexander spoke to the people who required speaking to. Elijah spoke to the ones Alexander didn't want to speak to directly, which was a more useful skill than it sounded, and which he'd discovered he was considerably better at than the alternative.The

Sunday came with the particular quality of light that October brought to Manhattan — clear and gold and at a slant, the kind that made everything look like it was happening inside a painting that knew it was beautiful. Elijah woke at seven and lay in bed in the guest suite for ten minutes listening to the apartment breathe, and then he got up and went to the kitchen.He found the card in his wallet, where it always was.His mother's handwriting. Faded at the edges now, the paper soft from years of handling, the fold lines gone transparent. She'd written it for him when he left for culinary school, which he'd thought was sentimental at the time and had understood better every year since. Arroz con pollo. The good version, the Sunday version, the one with the sofrito built from scratch and the chicken braised low and long until the meat came apart under a spoon.He put it on the counter and went to see what the kitchen had.Renata kept the pantry stocked with the precision she applied t

He found himself doing the arithmetic on a Tuesday.Not deliberately — he hadn't sat down with the intention of working it out. He'd been thinking about something else entirely, making the coffee, watching the first grey light come in off the Hudson, and then the number was there: six weeks.Six weeks in. Ten weeks remaining. The contract ran sixteen weeks total, and they were past the midpoint now, past the wide flat center of it, into the territory where the end was closer than the beginning. He stood with the coffee pot in his hand and did the subtraction and then put the coffee pot down and looked at the window.Ten weeks.Seventy days, more or less. Seventy more mornings of this kitchen, this light, the particular sound of the city from twelve floors up. Seventy more evenings in the gilded machinery of Alexander's world — the dinners, the galas, the car rides home in which they debriefed in the private capsule of the backseat and the city moved past them and neither of them were

She helped him set the table, which turned out to mean she sat at the island and talked to him while he set the table, which was fine — she was good company in the way that people who had decided to trust you immediately were good company, the warmth immediate and without ceremony.Alexander wasn't back yet. The city outside the window was doing its mid-evening thing, the light going dark and the streets going bright with other kinds of light, and Elijah kept dinner warm on a low burner and opened another bottle and listened."He was different before our father's firm collapsed," Vivienne said. She said it without preamble, in the way of someone who had established what kind of conversation this was going to be and was proceeding accordingly. "Not soft, exactly — he was never soft, that's just not how he's made — but there was more room in him. More— I don't know. Access points. You could find him."She turned the wine glass in her hands."When our father was exposed — the fraud, the

He lay in the dark and thought about asking.The guest suite was quiet and the city was its own ambient sound below and Alexander's room was on the other side of the wall — this wall, the one he was lying closest to — and Elijah had been awake for forty minutes cataloguing all the things he now knew and all the things he was pretending not to know and the space between those two things, which had become very small.He could feel the shape of it. Not the specific facts — Vivienne had given him those, the bones of it, and he'd been assembling the rest from eight weeks of proximity — but the shape of Alexander's grief, the architecture of it, the way it had been built into the structure of his life so completely that you couldn't separate the building from the wound. The locked room. The number was rewritten again and again in blue ink. The three years of deliberate solitude. The penthouse that he hadn't come home to.He comes home every night now.He could ask. That was the thing — he c