CHAPTER 17 POV: Mia She woke up and he was still there. Not in the way she’d half expected, not awkward, not strange, not the specific discomfort of a morning that regrets the night before. He was simply there. On the other side of her bed, on top of the covers, still fully dressed except for his shoes which were somewhere near the door. He’d fallen asleep reading, her book open face down on the mattress beside him, the lamp still on, his face completely unguarded in sleep. She lay on her side and looked at him for a while. At the book. At the lamp. At the shoes by the door. At the specific reality of Ryder Holt in her bed on a Wednesday morning looking like he’d always been there and her chest doing something enormous and quiet about it. She should feel worse than this. She knew that. She was aware, completely, clearly aware, of what yesterday had been and what it meant and what was coming. The call. The conversation. The thing she owed Ethan that she’d been building toward f
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