She turned to walked away. I looked up at her. *I don't accept this* My fists clenched so tightly that my nails bit into my palms, but I felt nothing.Just the roaring emptiness that had been swallowing me whole for months now. My vision blurred, the edges of the room dissolving into watery smudges. I couldn't do it... I can't live without her, I can't. The thought crashed over me like a wave, dragging me under a deep ocean.I took one step. Then another. Then another. Each movement felt like wading through cement, my legs moving heavy and uncooperative. But I kept moving, because stopping meant letting her go, and letting her go meant dying. I quickened my pace and before I knew it, she was in my arms again. I hugged her from the back, she hadn't expected me to, so she gapsed in shock. "I am sorry, Lena!" I cried out, my voice breathing this time. "I am sorry! It may be too late for me to apologize, I know that. But I am so sorry for being such a bad husband
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