When I first started having the dreams, I saw them as an inevitable part of my dawning alpha strength. Naively, I assumed I had no control over them. I was at their mercy, and thus, couldn't focus them on specific scenes or settings. Every night I woke in a sweat, vision blurred as my mind fought to reconcile reality with dreams.Past, present, future blended with no real rhyme or reason. One moment, I'd see a fire blazing in a hearth I didn't recognize. The next, I'd see my little self cowering in the corner of the infirmary as Doctor Andromeda bickered with Delta Hester about my frequent absences. Then, I'd see Leon and Marcel huddled in the alpha's tent, plotting the next set of rotations.It was like watching a television that cycled through the channels automatically. You can never get the full story before the channel changes, and you're thrust into the middle of some other scene.What's the point of these visions if they show me useless, confusing blips? I huffed, hoping Arya w
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