COLIN’S POVThe office is too quiet.Not calm or peaceful, just empty in a way that makes every small sound feel louder, the low hum of the AC, the faint ticking of the clock on the wall, even my own breathing sitting heavier than it should.The blinds are half-closed, cutting the light into sharp lines across the desk, across the envelope sitting right in front of me.White, plain, too small for what it carries, but it feels heavy.I’ve been staring at it for… I don’t even know how long, my fingers resting just beside it, close enough to touch, but not moving, like there’s a line there I haven’t crossed yet and once I do, that’s it.My chest feels tight, a steady pressure that doesn’t ease, because once I open it, there’s no more guessing, no more “maybe,” just truth, and I don’t know if I’m ready for that.And for the first time since this started, I don’t rush, I don’t grab it, I don’t tear it open like I thought I would, I just sit there, breathing, trying to slow my thoughts down
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