RedI spent three days building the perfect excuse. It's a good one, solid. I put it together with the same precision I use for everything, using only what was actually available: the lower corridor access point, the second guard rotation, the eastern dock window I've calculated needs six weeks, and a variable I haven't secured yet. One night with him gets me that variable. I've made trades like this before. I know the difference between a transaction and something else, and I know exactly which category this falls into.I tell myself this on day one.On day two, I run the strategic logic again from the beginning. It still holds up. I file the transaction in the right category in my head. I go to bed and stare at the ceiling, thinking about that flat, certain voice of his, and I tell myself this again.On day three, I stop running the logic and just hold the decision.The decision is made. It was made before I even built the excuse, and the excuse is accurate and sufficient. The decis
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