Semua Bab My Husband Wants An Open Marriage : Bab 31 - Bab 40

Larissa’s Pov I felt guilty.He had put so much time and energy into this and all that he got back in return was me asking to go home. “I am sorry, I don’t…” He smiled, “Would you stop saying that already?” he said in a soft tone. He didn’t look angry, didn’t look anything like he was mad that I had taken away his time. “What do you want to have for breakfast?” he asked, smiling softly at me, his hands in mine as he placed kisses on the back of my palm.The thought of food made me grimace, I didn’t exactly feel hungry, but I didn’t want to imagine what would happen if I had anything. Last night had been Pandora's box, opening up to a new world of feeling nauseous. I tried to get to my feet, I needed to be in the bathroom, before the next rush came, but just as my feet touched the ground, I was hit with a kind of dizziness that had me reaching out to grab anything. Harl was beside me in a flash, “Are

Larissa’s Pov“Talk to me,” his horse stopped beside me, his eyes on me as he took in my form.I held on tightly to the reins of the horse, I shouldn’t have agreed to this, a horseback ride? That was a stupid idea.“I am fine,” I said in a weak tone. “Just tired.”“You are a terrible liar,”I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat, his concern was something I hadn’t felt before, but the truth was a bullet that would hurt us more. If I told him this, he would… I shook my head; I didn’t want to think about it. Didn’t want to deal with it. And that hurt, more than I thought it would.His hand grabbed mine, his horse neighing slightly. “Maybe a horse ride wasn’t a good idea,” he said in a low tone.He didn’t sound annoyed; he didn’t act like I had broken something by being sick. With Zephan, he would only make my illness feel as if it were an inconvenience to him. But Harl? Everything felt like they were being watched under his gaze.“We should head back, I will have a doctor come c

Larissa’s PovMy hands trembled as I shoved my clothes into my bag. My mind was racing at the thought that was slowly breaking through to me.She had seen me. Telling Zephan wouldn’t be something of an issue, but the reality of the weight of the truth. The fact that I would look like a hypocrite in Zephan’s eyes and also the sad truth that it would all be my fault that he loses the deal.He wouldn’t forgive me.He will do everything in his power to ruin me.“Larissa,” Harl walked in, his eyes on me as he watched me move around the room.I wasn’t just packing, I was trying to make sure that I raid everything, any memory that I may have kept here. I needed to get back to my life, get back to being a wife in a broken home.“I have to go,” I said in a low tone.“Why?”“She saw me, the woman, she knows…” The words caught in my throat, saying it would mean actually acknowledging it.“You can’t be sure that she saw you, and even if she did, she wouldn’t…”I shook my head, “You don’t under

Larissa’s PovThe house had become a fuck fest. Sounds of pleasure echoed through the walls. For a minute I regretted why I had refused Lennie’s offer. I should have taken a few things and left.But instead, here I was listening to the sounds of pleasure from my husband and another woman. I shook my head, the thought wasn’t going to do me any good, all I needed to do now was try to see how I could sleep through the noise.Even that felt like a luxury that I couldn’t afford. Because each time I tried to close my eyes, all that I saw was Harl’s face, how hurt he had been when I had said a few things that I shouldn’t have. My mind wandered back to the best days I had had with him.There were no rules, no restrictions, just two humans enjoying each other and their company.Bile rose in my throat, and I felt slightly dizzy as I rushed to my feet. I guess this was reality now. I had stayed a few hours feeling nothing and now, I am about to empty the little thing I had in my stomach down the

Larissa’s Pov Zephan grabbed the maid’s hair, pulling it back as he kissed her on the lips. His eyes never left mine. This was a show, the final bow as his body trembled, with the maid as they both climaxed right in front of my eyes. My fist clenched beside me, anger rushing through me as I stood rooted to the spot. When he finally pulled away, I could see the glint in his eyes, the pleasure he had gotten from humiliating me. “Get out!” he hissed to the maid, who looked like she was still stuck in her euphoria. Lost. His hand spanked her ass, not to bring pain, but to bring her back to reality. She blinked, her dazed eyes found mine, a blush forming on her cheeks as she tried to wobble her way out of the door. When she was gone, Zephan sighed, making a show of slowly tugging himself into his dress pants. The tears that rolled down my cheeks weren’t from pain; it was more of anger as I watched the man whom I had