Semua Bab My Husband Wants An Open Marriage : Bab 41 - Bab 50

Harl’s PovMy mind felt like it was stuck in the past. Cursed with the plague of recalling her words, even after everything that I tried to do.The way she had stared at me, “this was a mistake,” her words echoed in the back of my mind as if it was on replay. There was nothing that I could do to stop it.We had been fine, everything had been okay, until she saw her. Mrs Dawson. I should have been more careful about taking her to the gentlemen’s club, I should have been more aware of what would happen if she spotted someone who might know her.But for some reason, I had been so lost in the thought of her that I had forgotten the little warnings that should have been in place.I stared at the text she had sent, “Hi, I am sorry about the way things got a little crazy, I had to leave, I hope you understand.”For days I have been staring at the message, wondering what it was that I would say to it. It wasn’t about her leaving that had spooked me, it was the way she had easily tossed me to

Larissa’s Pov What life was I living?A shitty marriage.A shitty cheater and now, a shitty pregnancy that was hard to get rid of. I couldn’t tell anyone about it, not Harl, not Zephan and yet, there was no way that I could get it out. Each time, something…. A twist in fate would change things. “Would you like me to reschedule you?” the nurse asked.My head snapped in her direction, my face strained, and I was trying to hold back my tears. “Can we do it today? Wont…” I sounded selfish. She smiled, “I am sorry, but Doctor Kale won’t be available, at least not for a few days…”“Another doctor then, I am sure there is someone… anyone that can make it work,” my voice cracked. She sighed, “If we could, we would, but from what I know, Doctor Kale had requested a scan, and that information will not be released without his authorisation, no one is going to want to do it.” It felt like I

Larissa’s Pov “Do you want to keep it? Or do you want to….” She didn’t have to complete the words; I already knew what she was asking. Keeping would mean destroying everything, facing public scrutiny. And taking it out? That was a bigger risk than anything. I was destroying my future before I even had it.Taking away the one thing I had hoped that I would have. “I want a child,” my voice trembled. My shaky hands were on my belly, almost a protective grip, “but this...""Isn’t what you thought you would be having," she completed the words. She didn’t look at me with judgment in her eyes, she stared at me as if she was slowly waiting for me to find the way to come to terms with my actions. My reality. “Lennie, I have no idea what I am doing, keeping… Zephan is going to ruin….”Her face was in a scowl, “For a minute, let us not talk about Zephan, let us focus on you, what do you want to

Larissa’s Pov “She didn’t even knock when she walked in,” my tone broke through. “You two seem really close,” I muttered without thinking. He let out a sigh, “She is my secretary, and she is just doing her job,” Her job. What was it? “You know who told me that?” I asked, letting out a scoff. “Zephan, when he had first started sleeping around, everyone was just his friend, no one was anything more than they should be,” I said. His expression turned serious, “Why would you say that?” he hissed, staring at me with a disgusted look on his face. “Naomi is just a worker; I don’t see myself sleeping with her or anyone!” “And Miss Priece?” I asked. I didn’t mean to, but the jealousy was slowly slipping through, more than I intended they should. He had a smirk on his face, “Is that why you are bothered?” he asked with a teasing smile. “Are you jealous?” he asked. Jealous? Was I jealou

Larissa’s Pov“Zephan?”My feet carried me before my brain could actually think about it. As I drew closer, I could hear Harl’s voice, talking in low tones.I leaned by the pillar, trying to find a suitable point to see if I was truly imagining things that I shouldn’t. I saw Harl first, but I couldn’t see the man he was talking to. Well, there were a few other people standing with him as he talked.If only I could just get a little closer…“What do you think you are doing?”I didn’t have to turn to know who it was. The devil’s spawn that he called his secretary. A scowl formed on my face, “Do you have a problem?” I hissed.She smirked, “I do.” She moved closer, “Would you stop trying to be in places that you aren’t needed?” she hissed.“I don’t know what your problem is, but if you haven’t noticed, I am actually not interested in you or….”“This is a workers-only section,” she sneered. I saw the glint in her eyes, “Just because you are sleeping with the boss doesn’t mean that you a