TamaraTwo weeks have dissolved into something I never expected— a rhythm of small hands reaching for mine, tiny giggles echoing through marble halls, and the devastating realization that I've fallen completely, irrevocably in love with a child who isn't mine.Slava has carved himself into the hollow spaces of my heart with the efficiency of a surgeon, filling voids I didn't even know existed. Every morning when he wakes, those eyes— too knowing for a one-year-old— search for my face first. Not his mother's. Not his father's.Mine.The fact that he doesn't seem to register their absence should break something inside me. Instead, it just makes me hold him tighter."Ma-ma," he babbles against my shoulder as I carry him through the garden, his chubby fingers tangled in my hair. The word pierces through me every time, sweet and sharp as a blade between ribs."Shh, little one," I whisper, adjusting his weight against my hip. "Let's see if the roses are blooming."The estate's manicured gar
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