SergeiI move closer, my expensive shoes silent on the thin carpet. Tamara's entire body goes tense, but I ignore it. I crouch down beside the cot, bringing myself to Slava's level, close enough that my shoulder almost touches Tamara's leg.The air between us is electric, charged with everything we're not saying. I can feel the heat radiating from her body, can sense her hyperawareness of my proximity. But right now, none of that matters. Right now, there's only my son, looking up at me with eyes that hold trust I haven't earned."Pa-pa," Slava babbles, his tiny hand reaching toward me.I suck in a breath that physically hurts. My heart doesn't just skip— it fucking shatters. This little boy, who barely knows me, who has every reason to be afraid of me, is calling me Papa. The same word I saw him mouth when I watched the Vorobevs' car drive away with him, when I thought I might never see him again.He looks at Tamara next, his expression brightening. "I-lo."Papa and Ilo.His whole wo
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