The first week after the breakup was surreal.I moved through my days in Boston on autopilot—attending meetings, reviewing reports, leading my team with competence that felt borrowed from someone else. At night, I'd return to my apartment and stare at my phone, fighting the urge to text Damien, to tell him about something funny that happened or ask his opinion on a work decision.The muscle memory of our relationship was still there, even though the relationship itself had ended.Clara called every day, checking in without being intrusive."How are you doing?" she'd ask."I'm functioning," I'd reply, which was the truth. I was functioning. Just not feeling.On day eight, I finally cried.It happened during a team meeting when someone mentioned Seattle, and suddenly I was remembering Damien at Pike Place Market, laughing at something ridiculous, and the grief hit me like a physical blow.I excused myself, locked myself in my office, and let the tears come—ugly, gasping sobs for everyth
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