I don't go back to the hotel.Instead, I walk. Through downtown Seattle, past the waterfront, into neighborhoods I don't know, letting the rain soak through my jacket until I'm shivering but still moving. My phone buzzes repeatedly—Damien, Rachel, Clara, even Catherine checking in—but I ignore them all.I need silence. I need to think without anyone else's voice in my head telling me what I should want.By the time I finally stop, I'm somewhere in Capitol Hill, standing outside a small bookstore with a cat sleeping in the window. The absurdity of it—that I'm having a career crisis while staring at a sleeping cat—almost makes me laugh.Almost.I duck inside, shaking off rain, and the owner barely glances up from her register. It's warm and quiet, smelling like old paper and coffee. I wander through the stacks, not looking for anything specific, just needing to be somewhere that isn't a hotel room or Damien's orbit.My hand lands on a book about women who changed careers in their thirti
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