PetraShe was five years old when she began to understand the difference between what she received and what she chose to hold.It arrived as understanding arrived for her — not through instruction, not through anyone explaining it, but through the accumulated experience of sitting in the Sanctuary's spaces with genuine attention paid to her and gradually, through that attention, developing her own capacity for the same quality of attention toward her own interior.Ayla had been the primary teacher of this, though she had never called it teaching, describing it instead as simply being together while Petra figured out what she was figuring out, which Petra understood, at five, to be its own specific kind of help — the kind that trusted you to do your own work rather than doing it for you.The morning she understood the difference, she was in the garden after a session with Cade, sitting on the low stone near the orchard's edge where Soren sometimes sat, and she was trying to locate the
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