CadeAt twenty, he had been at the Sanctuary for half his life, and he understood this as the specific, unremarkable fact that it was, not a defining limitation, not a badge of belonging, simply accurate chronology.He had arrived at seven, frightened of the wrong thing, as Ayla had eventually helped him understand, and he had spent thirteen years becoming someone who was no longer frightened of the wrong thing, which was not the same as becoming someone who was never frightened.He was frightened of things now with the specific quality of appropriate fear, the ordinary, navigable fear of someone who understood what they were afraid of and had tools for addressing the fear rather than simply enduring it.He sat with Ayla on the bench on a morning in late autumn, the light doing its particular autumn work across the orchard, and thought about what it meant to be twenty years old and to have spent half his life in this specific place."I want to ask you something," he said."Ask," Ayla
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