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The editor replied to the Portugal piece in the second week of September.The reply came by email, as the previous replies had come, but Don printed it and brought it to the kitchen table. Ernest had learned to read Don's state from the way he carried the printed page: if the page was folded, the news was complicated; if it was flat, the news was straightforward. The page was flat.The editor said it was the best of the four and she intended to publish it in the winter issue, which would mean all four pieces had appeared within two years. She asked whether the book had a working title. She said she knew of two publishers who would be interested and would Don like her to make introductions.Ernest read the email over Don's shoulder — the established permission of the shared reading, the boundary having been negotiated years ago and maintained since. The editor's tone was enthusiastic but professional. She had been publishing Don's work for two years; she understood what it was and what

Ernest wrote the eighth year's accounting on the last day of December.He wrote it in the morning — earlier than any previous year's accounting. In previous years he had written the accounting in the evening, after the day's final entry, as a way of closing the year before the new year began. But this year he wrote it in the morning, because the eighth year had a quality of completeness that did not require the full day to be lived before the accounting could be made. The eighth year had been complete for months. The last day of December was simply the day on which the accounting was written.He wrote it in the east wing, in the single chair, facing the county. It was the first December morning he had written the accounting in the east wing. In previous years he had written it in the study, at the desk where he kept the estate accounts, because the study had been the room of the accounting. But the east wing had become, over the course of the eighth year, the room of the record — the

In January of the ninth year both journals were on the study desk.This had not happened before. Ernest's journal had always been on the study desk — it was the journal's home, the place it returned to when not in use, the desk where the entries were written and the accountings made. Don's journal lived on the nightstand or in the east wing or occasionally on the kitchen table during the morning writing sessions, but not on the study desk, which had been Ernest's domain in the specific way that the study itself had been primarily Ernest's domain. The distinction had emerged from the early years of the arrangement without ever being stated as a rule. Ernest used the study because the estate work required the filing system and the reference materials and the particular quality of concentration that the study supported. Don used the kitchen table because the kitchen was warm and because his work required a different quality of space — less administrative, more provisional, the kind of sp

Thomas brought the recipe in March.He brought it in the notebook — not a copy, the actual notebook, which was small and brown and had the specific quality of age that Ernest associated with the family documents he had seen in the estate's archive: the paper darkened at the edges, the binding worn at the spine, the thing that had been handled over a long period by hands that valued it. The notebook was not large — perhaps five inches by seven, perhaps a hundred pages, though many of them were blank or only partially filled. It had a leather cover that had once been a uniform brown and was now a map of wear: darker at the corners where fingers had held it, lighter along the spine where the leather had flexed, stained in places with something that might have been coffee or might have been cooking residue or might have been both, applied years apart.Thomas set it on the kitchen table with the quality of someone handing over something irreplaceable but trusting the handling. He did not p

Thomas came on the second Monday of April with the expression Ernest now recognized from five previous Aprils: the suppressed quality, the something-to-show. The expression was not quite a smile. It was more like the anticipation of a smile — the face arranged in a particular way that suggested the person was holding back a larger reaction until the appropriate moment. Thomas had worn this expression when the first foxgloves bloomed in the fourth spring. He had worn it when the quince trees flowered for the first time in the fifth spring. He wore it now, in the ninth spring, walking up the gravel path from the garden to the house with his hands in the pockets of his jacket and his eyes bright with the specific energy of someone who had been watching something for a long time and had just seen it happen."The foxgloves," Don said. It was not a question. Don had seen the expression too. He had learned to read it over the same five Aprils."Yes," Thomas said.They went to the kitchen gar