JULIANMy hands are trembling. My heart pounds hard like it’s about to jump out of my chest. My breathing is a little too fast.Even now, two hours after it happened, even as I’m already back home, I still can’t believe that it really happened.That Nikolai almost essentially beat someone to death.For a moment, I couldn’t even tell what was happening. My mind went blank, like it was struggling to comprehend. One moment, I’d been dancing with David or whatever his name was, trying to make Nikolai jealous like Theo suggested, and then the next, he was kissing me. It was unexpected of course, and not part of the plan. That was the point where everything went wrong.I tried to push him away but before I knew it, he was ripped away from me.After that, it all became a blur.It was like I was frozen, unable to do anything. All I could do was watch as Nikolai pummeled David. Distantly, I think I heard myself screaming for him to stop but I’m not sure.It was all so fast.“Shit, that was hu
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