Three days pass. I want to account for them accurately because the way they pass is important, not dramatic, not a montage of tension and charged glances, though both of those are present in the background like a low frequency hum I have chosen not to investigate. Three days of the specific, practical work of being alive inside a situation that is not safe and not free but is, for now, functional. He gives me the east room permanently. He does not say this is permanent, he simply stops mentioning my departure, and nobody comes to tell me to pack, and after the third morning I stop thinking about the window. The compound has a rhythm I learn within forty eight hours. Early morning: the overnight crew comes off and the day crew takes over, a transition that happens at six with the clockwork of military discipline. Meals in a communal space at seven, noon, and seven again. I am not excluded from this, which I note. Afternoon: training, meetings, the various operational businesses
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