The moment Doctor Adrian Cole put his hand on my chest to check my heartbeat, I knew I was in trouble, because my heart was beating too fast for a girl who was supposed to be sick. My name is Maya, and I was twenty-six years old, lying on a hospital bed with tubes in my arm, and I was not supposed to be looking at my doctor like that. But he was tall, and his eyes were dark brown, and when he leaned close to listen to my chest with his stethoscope, I could smell his cologne, something clean like soap and something warm underneath it. "Breathe in for me," he said. His voice was low and calm, the kind of voice that made you trust him even when you shouldn't. I breathed in. My chest rose. His eyes flicked down for just one second, then back up to my face, like he caught himself doing something wrong. I had been in this hospital for four days. A bad fever, the doctors said, something they still could not name. My mother wanted to drive up from her town to sit with me, but I told her no
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